Post by MarvManga on May 23, 2011 8:32:00 GMT -8
Finally.
Finally, after a year of panic, a year of 'what if', a year of debate and weighing odds against ends and sleepless nights and never ending thoughts of repercussions and bloody waiting he'd done it. He'd taken his own initiative. He'd taken his first step into the unknown. His first whiff of forbidden pleasures. His first tantalizing taste of desire.
He was trying out for the Quidditch team.
Would his father be pleased with this?
Merlin forbid.
Would he get nagged to quit?
Certainly, if the grandeurous Mr. Ministry could find the time.
Was he trying out, regardless?
Absolutely.
The air around him was crisp. Perfectly still. Excellent for flying. The other students stood around talking, bragging, sinking into each other for the small comfort they got from having company. The second-year could hear them, distantly, but urged his mind not to. They always spoke of such useless things. Their latest crush, their latest enemies, favorite players or bands they liked and homework they'd failed to remember until now. He didn't understand why they were all so chatty. But then, Barty was never one for being social.
He stood alone on the open green, quite some way from the clusters of noise, and watched the sky. He could taste the wind, feel the cold air filling his lungs as his mind rushed the goal posts and the world melted away. He could see himself, diving and swooping around the opponents, dodging Bludgers and carrying the Quaffle to an undeniable victory while the crowd became a blurred roar underneath him. There was nothing left but strategy and precision. And those were two areas in which Barty never faltered. Even his father couldn't deny the brilliance of the tactics that went into the game. That would be unreasonable, he thought. He'd just have to prove that it was a game of skill in both physical and mental aspects. That would earn him some respect.
Then a whistle blew, shattering his fantasy, ripping him from the sky and hurling him back onto the crowded green. Blue eyes found the doors just as a thick trail of green and silver began to spill out onto the field.
This caused his heart to repeatedly try bursting forth from his chest, but his face didn't convey his true emotion in the slightest. It never did. He didn't allow it. He was here to make sure his house knew that he was the best choice. That he was the best, period.
Let the game begin.
Finally, after a year of panic, a year of 'what if', a year of debate and weighing odds against ends and sleepless nights and never ending thoughts of repercussions and bloody waiting he'd done it. He'd taken his own initiative. He'd taken his first step into the unknown. His first whiff of forbidden pleasures. His first tantalizing taste of desire.
He was trying out for the Quidditch team.
Would his father be pleased with this?
Merlin forbid.
Would he get nagged to quit?
Certainly, if the grandeurous Mr. Ministry could find the time.
Was he trying out, regardless?
Absolutely.
The air around him was crisp. Perfectly still. Excellent for flying. The other students stood around talking, bragging, sinking into each other for the small comfort they got from having company. The second-year could hear them, distantly, but urged his mind not to. They always spoke of such useless things. Their latest crush, their latest enemies, favorite players or bands they liked and homework they'd failed to remember until now. He didn't understand why they were all so chatty. But then, Barty was never one for being social.
He stood alone on the open green, quite some way from the clusters of noise, and watched the sky. He could taste the wind, feel the cold air filling his lungs as his mind rushed the goal posts and the world melted away. He could see himself, diving and swooping around the opponents, dodging Bludgers and carrying the Quaffle to an undeniable victory while the crowd became a blurred roar underneath him. There was nothing left but strategy and precision. And those were two areas in which Barty never faltered. Even his father couldn't deny the brilliance of the tactics that went into the game. That would be unreasonable, he thought. He'd just have to prove that it was a game of skill in both physical and mental aspects. That would earn him some respect.
Then a whistle blew, shattering his fantasy, ripping him from the sky and hurling him back onto the crowded green. Blue eyes found the doors just as a thick trail of green and silver began to spill out onto the field.
This caused his heart to repeatedly try bursting forth from his chest, but his face didn't convey his true emotion in the slightest. It never did. He didn't allow it. He was here to make sure his house knew that he was the best choice. That he was the best, period.
Let the game begin.